... I feel like I'm waiting for something that is not going to happen.

I stopped waiting for things from life and began to happen miracles

*I stopped living in the waiting mode ... And at that moment I felt an absolute lightness in my soul, it is as if I started to live in reality; Before that, I only thought about how I had to live and I did not understand why I did not seem to have really important things to do, even though I tried so hard. Now, from one moment to the next, I finally started doing it. I do not care what will happen tomorrow. Before I cared that only good things happened and everything had to be good. Because before I was afraid that something could happen that I could not deal with ...

*. I stopped expecting something from others ... that they value me, that they do something good for me, that they are kind to me, that they are responsible ... I can not change the others or the things they could do for me, what I can change It is my expectation regarding them. I love to wait for nothing and accept with joy everything that arrives.

*I stopped hoping that tomorrow everything was wonderful and I had no problems ... The childish part of my soul wanted a tranquility and serenity. Until the adult part did not realize that tranquility and serenity existed in my interior, and that they did not depend on the external affairs that needed to be solved.